Indecent Proposal of February 10, 2010 February 6, 2010 upgrading 
was already a bit ' time that I thought about it and just This morning I received the INDECENT PROPOSAL!
I open a small parenthesis first to reveal it.
... is a bit ' time I think about you stop running! I do not know why but I got bored.
Every time I start to run pretty well I get some pain. All times
start is hard, not counting the days when you stop that is even harder.
In my head hurt just a workout to go out in paranoia, let alone one like this stop me is holding firm for more than 10 days and I see no signs of improvement
horizon.
Training alone, do 120km a week ever "in silence" over the same ride by 3km, have goals right there in front of the nose, right hand and happy when you think you are ready to legs and your head to make them fail to ever reach
disassembles quite the mind of any person I guess.
I am 24 years old and I find myself having to run a 30 years and four months is not. Perhaps they are too heavy and the ride is exhausting for my style is not used to racing. I wanted to be the
tuttadritta around 33 '.30 "but maybe my body does not hold in certain rhythms and training rebels.
I am one who thinks a lot before making a decision and always reflects on the pros and cons of things . imagine how things can go if I decide to follow a road or how I manage if he chose another.
But I came to the conclusion that there is nothing and no one who keeps me tied to race. I leave it seems not to finish something, to let an unfinished job started with sacrifices and dedication. I also regret
because I felt I had a lot of room, but
obviously not the case.
this morning, talking with a fellow cyclist, I found an opportunity to get away. Join his team / team road cycling. With the work I do, the thing is now, I would quietly
time to train 3-4 hours a day in order to be competitive in this sport that has seen me involved at a young age.
Maybe when I have the right woman and a family will return to racing, which requires less time in terms of sacrifices.
As promised I would provide a frame and clothing, so it would be a challenge. Back in the saddle. One would understand a bit like my body reacts to new workloads and to kilometers. But I must add that these years of travel have taught me much: I know best, I know my limit, I can manage fatigue, head and legs, everything
not the case when he raced in
mountain - bike
.
other though, I would leave
environment and many people now know. Access
from scratch in every way.
I'm really undecided, I do not even know what to do.
Until you run strong and well is all easy. Workouts come out on their own without difficulty. But each time doing workouts resume at slow pace is really heavy.
Tonight I got on the bike and I did 31km in one hour from lactic acid: 30 as the first media outlet to be just fine .. but I am unable to leave the race and start from scratch with another sport. The race is the year that I care. Start bike would mean to stop running: I would put on weight and muscle mass, become more woody and the athletic slowly go to waste.
I would not start this adventure and then repent. Maybe I might try to resume
spiked shoes for once ...... not even know me!!
I evil, yes, still sore hamstring as the first day of STOP, but honestly I do not do a drama. My head is somewhere else and when I will resume running. 
